May 15, 2011

And I am so hopeful it will help take me to a better place- if only for a few hours -away from the sorrow, struggles and tears that have been my constant companions in 2011.  I miss being the other me.

I am sincerely grateful to those that as I move thru my personal struggles, have quietly listened and supported and helped me survive- and have not judged, but understood I had no more to give.

And so for them, I need to push through this mountain of sadness and adversity before me…to deal with the issues, put them aside, and rebuild my life…one more time.

Maybe this time, the lessons will be learned, and I can move past those people and things that drain the “me” from this body.  And then I will be back renewed, with energy to support my family, and my passion for the river; and the rest will fall into place… or not.

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